Today wasn't an easy day for me at all. I struggled with my food all day and ate pretty bad. I had cookies for breakfast, gold star chili dip for lunch, and a bacon cheese burger for dinner. I haven't had any water today either. But, I did get almost an hour in playing Beat Saber. So, I atleast burned off some of my bad choices.
My first appointment is tomorrow morning and I am positive that is why I wasn't eating so well today. I stress eat. As I've mentioned earlier. Not eating my emotions is going to be the hardest part for me in all of this.
I don't have much to talk about today, and I will for sure let y'all know how the appointment went tomorrow.
Another reason I was struggling with food is talking to my friend again about trying to progress from being friends to being more. I always fuck things up with him when we try to do this. I do it on purpose too. If I ruin things before I get hurt, then I will never get hurt. But, I want to see where things go. I had to fight many times to do or say what I normally do to stop things from moving forward and I finally came clean about it to him, but I think he fell asleep.
Update tomorrow will hopefully be more.
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